by Michael Asters » Mon Mar 22, 2010 4:28 am
He chuckled slightly. "It's... confusing to have my power, at the level I've developed it to," he said. "There are a lot of walls that it brings down, and a lot of lines that it blurs. A lot of people define themselves by what they feel on various things... I can't do that. Too much chaos, too many other feelings in my head for me to use that to keep things straight. So I have to use other things to keep my head ordered. Sometimes, I have to use what I am to people and what they are to me to keep straight what I feel, instead of the other way around like a lot of people would. It's like a shield of faith... the more certain I keep my mind, the easier it is to keep ahold of myself."